ㄲㄲㅁ;;

오랜만일세

2011-01-27T06:54:00.003+13:00

Once again I have abandoned and then returned to my poor blog. I apologise to my blog for continuously doing this but this is who I am.

I was just lying down to go to sleep but I failed as it's only been 14 hours since I got up from sleeping and I am nowhere near sleepy enough to sleep again, yet. Anyway, what I wanted to say was that as I was lying, I started to ponder about things I have abandoned, things to which I have sort of "assigned" excuses of abandonment. For instance I am not caring about any Studylink crap just because I have no access to my mail. But soon I realise this is no more than an excuse because I can always contact my mother/father/sister and ask them if any Studylink crap was in the mail. It is merely because I don't want to deal with it while I'm away.

For similar reasons, I had abandoned my blog. I blame the "microblog"

You know, like Twitter.

Usually I come write here with a thought and then the thought extends as I write (blabber) on. But with Twitter, the thought just stops there as a single tweet. Maybe I'm using it wrong.

Whether this thought on how microblogging has affected my blog is very useless, I needed to write so I could feel like I've done something today. I miss having to work for something. It's always around 2 months into holidays that I start feeling this way. Surely I have things that needs done and things I planned because I want to do them, but without timely pressure it's not getting anywhere.

When people around your age with similar interests to you start doing something "real," for many reasons like achieving a personal goal/dream or persuing a career, it gets you thinking about where you are. How far down you are towards what you want. This should motivate you. In my case the motivation comes a little after a mild depression.

I don't know how to express 우울함 in English without using the word depression or depressed, as there's a difference between 우울함 and 우울증. I don't even think I'm capable of getting depression, I worry but I worry too little.

Hitting 홍대 tomorrow. Planning to discover more (better) shops.

less talking, more looking

2010-11-18T00:54:00.004+13:00

I had something to write and now my head is wiped

2010-11-11T09:04:00.003+13:00

Everything seemed like it rushed past the past eight, nine months, with things tightly packed into either a little yellow diary - or july onwards, into the iCal - which I felt a weird satisfaction from filling in. All year long I kept reminding myself that I can't wait to go away for the holidays and finally get the hell away from projects and assignments, and then all of a sudden, here I am at the front door of what could be the most influential few months of my life.

It was always one after the other, events, studies, assignments, and with procrastinations of various types fitted perfectly in between each and every one of them - I say this now while I can, that I swear procrastination is useful, and completely necessary under some terms and conditions. It was almost as if I had to keep myself busy in order to be able to say at the end of it all, "wow, that went by really quickly," although, regardless of how busy one can be, it would have felt like that anyway. I have this theory that at the end of every year people will feel like the year went by faster than the previous. I need some research to prove it, either scientifically or psychologically, I will get on to it when I feel like it.

It's as if it was all happening on another dimension and, at the end of it, I'm put back to when I just graduated highschool. There's several ways you can explain why I keep getting nostalgic about that time, something along the lines of starting to feel like I had some responsibilities. Though, I can't say I haven't changed. Who doesn't change at all for a year, if they do they would just be unwilling to admit to it. Throughout the year, I've had so many daydreams about the future, both near and further, that half of my memory of the year is what I would want in the future. Also I no longer like to write a blog entry with just meaningless blabber, I feel like it should have a "structure."

It 's not because I feel like I'm old enough so what I say should be "heavy" and have some sort of importance. In fact, just the opposite. We should always make a habit of how we used to think, before it's too late - before we "grow up," which I think just means conforming to society. We aren't all the same so we wouldn't write the same way. If one thinks rather crazy, then that's how they should write. When there is a chance to look back, we wouldn't be able to avoid feeling rather embarrassed about what we said and how we said them. But it was just who we were then, or who we tried to be then.

ready.

2010-10-29T22:38:00.003+13:00

One exam left, but got ten days to study for it so I'm going to consider my holiday commenced, problem?

Won't be occupied with tasks I felt that I had to do, so it's up to me whether I bum it away. I'll see it as a chance to build some personality.

Swagger store in Nagoya. I don't know much about the brand, but I've like mostly what I've seen. What I like more than the fashion is the way their stores are designed (it's not only about the interior!)

I want to buy you this whole label.

coat !

꺅.

distractions

2010-10-27T23:35:00.004+13:00

are essential.

And so is common sense.

.

2010-10-24T17:19:00.001+13:00

Jean-Pierre Jeunet

being.

2010-10-24T14:34:00.006+13:00

“solitude had the peculiar and original power of not isolating us but projecting our whole existence out into the vast nearness of the presence of all things.”

Heidegger's Hut by Adam Sharr, extract from newspaper article "why do I stay in the provinces?" by Martin Heidegger, 1934.

getting paid for reading and writing about this crap at some quiet apartment ( in europe ) would be the dream. I guess my current situation is pretty similar, sitting in the window seat with the sun on my back and I'm supposed to read this crap. But it's so mind blowing I keep wanting to copy it onto my blog, it's distracting.

I've had a year's worth of chocolate fingers within the last two days. I must stop...

Two Heidegger books in the archi library have been taken out by me and they haven't been recalled for the past two months, does that mean no one out of a hundred people wants to read about it except me? Is it because he used to be a Nazi? Pshht.

Johnny Palantine - Disco MV

2010-10-11T23:02:00.002+13:00

very official. waha !

well done, Cheung.

우리에게 내일은 없다.

2010-10-07T17:04:00.002+13:00

"일을 시작하던날 형에게물었다, 형이 아는 가장 먼 미래는 언제나고. 형은 짧게대답했다."

"내일"

must watch !

"말장난"

2010-10-06T22:12:00.002+13:00

1

눈이 시커면 여자들이 무더기로 다녀갔다
나는 그런 여자들을 좋아했다 눈이 시커멓고 빠르게 다녀가는 여자들
듬성듬성 걸린 새옷 어깨 마다 사만원짜리 손톱이 지나간다 거기에 예술이 깃들었다
그러더니 지나간다 노루와 고래와 고양이 기름을 버무르고는 지나간다 거기에 영혼이 생겨난다
매 같은 형태의 복식을 부풀리고 조르고 해체하고 어떻게 다시 조립하고 해서
계절별로 득달같이 입어대는 나는 그런것이 좋았다
그 여자들의 흐들어질 목살 만큼이나 좋았다
반쯤 드러낸 히프 위에 박은 한탄스럽게 멍청한 라틴말의 문신만큼이나 좋았다
빠르게 들통나는 예쁜것들
예쁜것으로 그만인 그런 쉽고 멍청한 예쁜것, 들.
나는 정말로 그런게 좋아. 죽겠다

2

내 목구멍을 지나왔던 지난 밤의 궤변이나
주말 아침에 등졌던 서쪽 하늘이나
계절마다 모양을 바꿔 유행하던 나의 연인들은
철철 쏟아내던 땀방울은
너무나도 유의미하게 관능적이었던
허연 침대보에 화석으로 남겨질 줄로 알았던
말장난

3

생각만큼 어려운 일은 아니에요 생각하지 않은 만큼 어려울 뿐이죠
말처럼 쉽지만도 않아요 말처럼 하지 않는게 더 쉬울 뿐이에요
예쁜것과 아름다운것이 어떻게 다른 줄 아나요
멍청한것과 멍청하지 않은척 하는것의 차이죠
나에게 말이에요 아주 전적으로 오로지 완전히 내 기준에만 말이에요
그러니 발끈할 필요는 없어요, 이건 다 장난이니까
구멍을 다 틀어 막을 수는 없어요
퇴로를 확보해 두는 편이 훨씬 편한일이죠
충분히 피곤했잖아요
알것같지 않나요
당신이 부여한 의미들의 무의미함
글을 쓴건가요 그림을 그렸던건가요 낙서같은거였나요
아니
뭐였던들

ㅇㅎㅅ님ㅆㅇㅇㄷ에서펌질해왔습니다.

MBTI

2010-09-29T23:33:00.002+13:00

▩ ESTJ 사업가형 ▩

구체적이고 현실적이고 사실적이며 활동을 조직화하고 주도해 나가는 지도력이 있다.
실질적이고 현실감각이 뛰어나며 일을 조직하고 계획하여 추진시키는 능력이 있다. 기계분야나 행정 분야에 재능을 지녔으며, 체계적으로 사업체나 조직체를 이끌어 나간다. 타고난 지도자로써 일의 목표를 설정하고, 지시하고 결정하고 이행하는 능력이 있다. 결과를 눈으로 볼 수 있는 일, 즉, 사업가, 행정관리, 생산건축 등의 분야에서 능력을 발휘할 수 있다. 속단 속결하는 경향과 지나치게 업무 위주로 사람을 대하는 경향이 있으므로 인간 중심의 가치와 타인의 감정을 충분히 고려해야 한다. 또 미래의 가능성보다 현재의 사실을 추구하기 때문에 현실적, 실용적인 면이 강하다.

▒ 일반적인 특성 ▒

감정이 잘 드러나 직설적인 언어로 표현한다

솔직하고 화끈하다

나서기를 잘한다

휴일에 약속이 없으면 불안하다

주장이 강하고 나서길 좋아한다

논리적, 분석적 객관적이며 분명한 규칙을 중요시하고 그에 따라 행동하고 일을 추진하고 완성한다

고집이 있지만 논리적으로 긍정하게 되면 더 이상 고집을 피우지 않는다

혼자서 일하기 싫어한다

일을 잘해 놓고도 존경받는 일이 드물 수 있다

집단에서 분위기 보다는 목적의식을 중요시한다

경영자 적인 재질을 지녔다

한번 시작한 일을 철저하게 뿌리뽑는다

전철을 탈 때도 어느 칸에 타야 갈아타기 편한지 계산하고 탄다

예약과 계획의 생활화

독창력, 창의력이 부족하다

말이 빠르고 걸음이 빠르다

화끈하며 뒤끝이 없다

지배하려는 성격이 있어도 양보는 잘 하지 않는다

감동시키기보다는 이해시키길 원한다

외출 시 꼭 메모를 한다

가만히 있으면 피곤하다

▒ 개발해야할 점 ▒

지나치게 일 중심적이기 때문에 가족에게 소홀 할 수 있으므로 일보다 사람 중심적인 생활에 필요.

급하게 결정하기 전에 여러 상황을 생각할 필요가 있다

타인의 정서적인 면에 관심을 가질 필요가 있다

oh fuck yeah

2010-09-26T17:35:00.003+13:00

check out this motherfathering sexy piece of ass.

who would bother spending money on crap like iphone (4) or you know, even food when you can own this baby and have no money at the same time. droolgaga

T_T i want so bads.

보고싶다보고싶다

2010-09-15T22:29:00.002+12:00

헐헐헐, 스틸만봐도캡재밌겠지않음??

'Psychic' I think it is what it would be called in English, whatever, anyways, comes out in November. I hope I would be able to see it in the cinemas when I go in December omgshomgsh강동원님사랑해요왜케잘생긴거야이걸어다니는조각같은사람아파마가너무잘어울리잖아

Vegan police out to getchu..

거짓말한개도안보태고좀짱

2010-09-04T18:00:00.001+12:00

oh oh oh oh

This is why I love you

hoooooh

2010-09-01T23:33:00.000+12:00

너무이쁘잖아

Durand

2010-08-26T00:52:00.003+12:00

"Ars combinatoria, a combinatory art of assembling a finite number of components into infinite variations of assembled wholes"

wish list

2010-08-22T01:23:00.000+12:00

mmmsweet

2010-07-31T23:48:00.002+12:00

love the smell of hot crisp canvas that's just been ironed. Kind of, buttery...

Watching ( or just listening ) to Amelie while working. And wishing I was still doing French.

oh fock. Is there anything you can't look sexy doing?

ohohohoho

2010-07-30T20:29:00.002+12:00

Brain fried. I don't know how to be innovative.

foldaway cardboard bookshop

installation by London designers Campaign, at London Festival of Architecture.

mm yummy

too mind-fucked to sleep

2010-07-28T01:34:00.002+12:00

watched 'Inception' tonight directed by Christopher Nolan, and came home to search up crap about it. There's like a million interpretations to what the movie's suggesting throughout and also about the ending. No point arguing about what the "real" ending is, since Nolan didn't show it, maybe he didn't decide what the ending was going to be himself so just left it for the viewers to decide. In fact, I think the ending is not as important as the whole concept.

Anyways, an idea from the reviews that I liked was that the movie 'Inception' was Nolan's inception into the audience's minds. The idea of dream-reality, the possibilities and depth of dreams, and questioning that maybe our reality in fact is a long dream which we do not realise.

Even more in love with Joseph Gordon-Levitt. Just too sexy floating around in the corridor of the hotel in his suit and vest. Gah.

How do I sleep again?

Guess what

2010-07-23T06:30:00.004+12:00

Yeah, who would have thought, an all-nighter in the first week of the semester, amazing. But I should add, that this is not at all because of the "ridiculous amount of work archi students (at AU) get", in fact I'm only enrolled for 3 classes this semester and for this week all I had to do was design an A1 poster by the end of the week.

So why did I stay up?

A: obviously it was put off until 1am friday morning.

I wasn't wasting the whole week though, for some reason this week went past like a flash. Sure there were some hours spend on the very important daily ritual of mine; sitting at the cafe, but other than that, I completed two and a half orders for Point Blank.

Issue : I need train more chinese boys. Keen?

my little wannabe-grannies.

6:40am. I don't even have to get ready yet.

일주일만 !

2010-07-21T21:36:00.001+12:00

Fujifilm Instax Mini 7S,

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekdjflakjf !!!

fuck am I wasting time

2010-07-20T23:54:00.001+12:00

I want exchange?!

개강

2010-07-18T16:07:00.000+12:00

semester 2....

Design 4 topic is scaring me. I can just imagine all the stress and the dirty studio and angry people already....

Well I guess that's my biggest concern.

Others would be somewhere along the lines of save money, drink less (or none but then there's birthdays..), be more organised etc etc...

When is it going to start getting warmer?!

I watched 시 / poetry, one of the films at internation film festival this year. It was... weird and not too satisfactory but whatever, I wasn't expecting too much anyway.

Also need to watch: Toy Story 3, Inception.

Uni tomorrow but I'm going to watch Paris, Je T'aime first.

2010-06-30T18:21:00.002+12:00

I taped it to the floor for the texture. I don't actually find that position comfortable : )

Point blank is "back" in production, or is it more correct to say commencing production now. And we got a good feeling about this. Buy and promote ! AHAH !

www.pblank.tumblr.com

삼가고인의 명복을 빕니다.

졸려.

2010-06-23T12:21:00.003+12:00

이거나줘.

"Astier de Villatte"

"semi-permanent"

"양요"

sidetracked. ok back to work.

돈이쓰고싶구나

2010-06-08T17:54:00.002+12:00

지루,우울또는심심할땐쇼핑이쵝오.

"Just quit 채워진 바둑판처럼 그만 둬
네 열정은 시체의 심장처럼 숨 안쉬어
줄맞춰 꿈을 그려 봤자 you will fail
선을 벗어난 이상 you will go to hell
yeah I'm so sick No 공식 난 정의 없어
고운정 미운정 다시말해 정이 없어 어이 없어
이 꼬마들 비전이 없어 대충 만든 음악
Bastard 성의 없어 Get it
성이 없어 그저 이름뿐 정신은 개판
like 함께 쓰러진 씨름꾼
침은 쓴독을 내뱉지만 뱉자마자 말라
그래 넌 패자 맞아 날라 어서 토겨
rap game을 내가 좁혀 꽉찬 elevator hater
너는 절대 못 껴 입을개처럼 풀어 뒀어
액자를 벽에 걸 때처럼 그럼 못 써

닥쳐 나는 응급실 doctor "

At library, on the verge of finishing but not really finishing.
I'm so sick of talking about perforated everything AH.
Swiss cheese furniture... who does that. . .

WAKJWHKS !

yes I sometimes copy + paste lyrics when I have nothing much to say. Oh wells, I've written too much "in my own words" I need a break.

must.. finish... today... can't drag on... any longer...

wow i'm back

2010-06-05T04:12:00.002+12:00

I didn't really write 1111words for my essay, well, yet. That's just my research document.

Anyways, it's been almost a month since I last posted and my last post wasn't even really a post.. Whatever. Still busy, only one of five papers down at the moment but regardless of the amount of work piled up, you have to sleep, so I went to bed but I couldn't sleep. I guess you're only sleepy when you're doing the work.

4:30 already. And I planned to get up at 7. Hmm.

Need winter clothes. And mitten type things. Such as:

kikiss

노래부르는지금이순간도그대가보여

2010-05-11T00:18:00.002+12:00

기억을 걷는시간

환상호흡 ^^

네모네모

2010-05-04T23:00:00.002+12:00

'fragments of city' from Behance Network

I want this on fabric. So I can make crap out of it. Maybe with less colours

rambling in the last x minutes of my teenhood

2010-05-02T23:23:00.004+12:00

I was sitting aimlessly (sitting aimlessly?) wasting my life away until Sean tells me something that made me sit up and log on to blogger -__-. Yes the fact that there is half an hour until I am no longer a teen.

Surprisingly there's not much to write on the topic... or maybe it's because I have a time limit and I feel rushed... damn, only if he reminded me earlier.

hello nicole ^^

Ohs wells. It's not like the day after your birthday your skin is noticeably stretched or your back or knees or whatever doesn't feel the same anymore (because most likely they don't feel the same already) but it's just the idea of having to put 2 in front of your age instead of 1 which is half as much. Ever since my 18th I kept thinking omgsh I'm so old but the thought that I'm still a teen has always followed but now that's not even gonna apply anymore.

Ohs wells, I should just quit rambling and get over it right? It's not like I care that much anyway,

She got them shrubs on her ears:
그럼 설리는 이만갈게 ~

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

HMM?!

2010-04-26T23:12:00.002+12:00

I keep seeing 11:11. Like yesterday morning and night AND today morning and night.

Wows I did Stats for the last 3 hours straight. Well it's because I'm slow but hey, I'm almost done with my assignment AND I've done my cecil test when it's not due for a week. wth. Why am I not like this with Media. HM!?

배고프심.

젓가락같은 그여자

2010-04-26T19:36:00.002+12:00

이여자:

Long long ago when she was on 학교2, which apparently was her first tv appearance, I admired her. Eeeee Trying to watch more stuff with her. Korean stuff is rather good these days. No? 젓가락같아서는 아니다ㅋ, 개성있으니까. 옷빨도 좀 쩌시고.

New Cookie out advertised by SNSD (but that's not the important part), the important thing is that I don't have it -___- not that I want this specific one, since I have a cookie it might as well be the newest one, you know? But then again if I was getting a new phone, cookie wouldn't be an option. Too dumb for its price.

Getting organised again, I was I was just getting too lax from the holidays, writing in the diary always helps. I should go back to studying Stats which I have abandoned for too long, test next week, must be prepared so it doesn't feel like getting hit in the back of the head.

Hitting 20 in a week. Foock.

꿀꿀

2010-04-16T22:58:00.002+12:00

기분이.

I keep on waiting for something to happen but it doesn't and it's confusing even figuring out whether I should be waiting for this (whatever this is) to happen. Life goes into pattern and I guess I'm not comfortable with the normality. I am to put up with this for the next how long (I don't know how long) and I don't know how I'm going to deal with that. In the end, even thinking about this crap is pointless, I don't know what I'm on about.

I need you to call me

Missing

2010-04-02T21:22:00.003+13:00

looks like Julie's sticking up her middle finger

Feel like a real granny more and more these days. Probably Ky and others' words ( but mostly ky's ) starting to brainwash me. Damn you little boy. Anyway muscles shrinking and stiffening from long sitting hours just moving my fingers/hands/arms and spine bending inwards. Plus fingers getting occasional seizures from the knifing.

I can't decide whether I enjoyed the old days ( some last year, which isn't that old ) more or now but I guess there isn't a need to decide. Just like how I don't know whether this having full responsibility over my life is a good thing or not. But most of the time I am pretty content with my current situation, even the fact that he's not here, just an excuse to be geekier. Although it's one of the reason I want time to go by faster than it is.

아무래도 제일그리운건:

moooooore studio

2010-03-22T17:31:00.002+13:00

guess where I am.

Buried in design work these days. I don't even know what to write about, my head's just filled with uni crap just sorting it out in order I should get on to each one. I don't know what it is about it that takes over my life ahaha, but it just does. Maybe 5 paper was a bit too much. But oh well. I'll prove youuuu wrong : D

I. Have. to do some work now. ekghkahkjh

to you

2010-03-14T21:53:00.002+13:00

고마워ft 남자친구 - 정인

wowow JungIn finally has an album out !!! It's only a mini album but still this is very exciting for me... I want it I want it...
It's called 'From Andromeda', and the cover is very cute. The single is called 미워요, have a listen : )

studio

2010-03-09T22:08:00.003+13:00

omnomnom

too bad my camera ran out of battery after this when we really started lol-ing.

"SCRAPE !"

pphhh

2010-03-08T22:43:00.002+13:00

256일전

fail sandals, woowoo.

찜 !

he said it's how da vinci shaded

thank you thank you I love it

2010-03-06T22:04:00.003+13:00

I wonder what makes people change, whether it's figure A or figure B it effects the relationship between the two and one of them is bound to notice and not like it, because not liking it would make them notice. I guess people sometimes forget basic manners when you get too close. I know I do. Either that or they don't want to be close anymore so just stop bothering with the manners.

Whatever it is I don't think me doing/not doing anything about it would make much difference.

its just me getting pissed off not you pissing me off. It's always that way isn't it.

전화해전화

ponder

2010-03-02T21:35:00.001+13:00

" 아마존이다, 아마존. "

비빔밥? more like 밥salad

이거슨범죄?

freak.

checkpoint

2010-03-01T19:30:00.003+13:00

first day of march and first day of uni for this year, this time around my motivation is higher than the hill ky has to climb in order to come out to symonds st but who knows how long that will last. Hopefully at least till the break, please.

I was looking for a tutoring job all holidays and now that uni starts, I find one. It's not guaranteed that the student will want me but it seems pretty easy. I think I can handle one or two hours a week... I really really don't mind giving it my all to everything that will be going on this semester ( 5 papers at uni, point blank, several jobs on top of constantly making things to send to mg... ) in fact I considered not getting a job because of the 5 papers but when I saw the ad for the job it was like "omg that is meant to be mine". I'll just hope that my body won't fail me.

It kind of excites me that I'll be so busy so then I'll be constantly occupied and too busy to get depressed over how much I miss mg but then I've never really handled so much shit at the same time quite successfully so I'm slightly nervous. I guess it's a chance, to show myself that I am, in fact, capable.

venture brothers season 3 is now finally in MY handsssss !

p.s. I really want the Little Miss Sunshine project

psh what is this

2010-02-27T04:44:00.002+13:00

아깐진짜 피곤했는데

누우니까 잠안오는건 뭐니.

ㅠㅠ

finished first season of modern family, T__T damn... would watch it all over again but it's too soon.. yes... too soon. need to scab venture brothers from a certain daughter of mine. slight bit of nagging may be required

jokes little one, I appreciate you and your dvds...

망상

2010-02-24T21:04:00.002+13:00

"fashion stylist"

not bad not bad.

peanut oil + whole grain mustard + hot english mustard + lots and lots of squashed sesame + soy + on salad = GOODSHYTE.

덥다더워.
머리카락이 튀겨진거같아. 끝에가 구겨졌어. 잘라버릴까, 조금만... split ends are not only on the ends ... 나 또 염색한다그럼 때려 우씨.

돼지야

2010-02-17T02:49:00.003+13:00

사랑해 !!

얼떨결에

2010-02-10T20:28:00.003+13:00

음식 사진찍는 버릇이 생겼어

mmm bacon.

mmm sesame.

obligation

2010-02-06T22:57:00.005+13:00

not much to blog about these days

다음번에 헌혈하고 내도 저기 구멍뚫을거임 우후훗

절대로 쟤따라할려는거아냐

나원래하고싶었는데 쟤가 먼저해버린거임ㅠ

the studded leather strap I mentioned to someone,

cute cute. 어디서 저런거 구하지? ㅠ

: 서울, 아마도..

Taylor M., looking too old for her age.

아싸

2010-02-03T22:32:00.001+13:00

나온유랑똑같은셔츠이따 우후훗 ♥

the bastard is back

2010-02-03T20:06:00.004+13:00

Designer ha sang beg :

Well known for being the designer of most of SHINee's clothes but the most well-known collection for being "contraversial" would have to be the one used for promotion of 'Juliette', putting what looks like halter-neck tops on the guys. Key wore a pink one. I hated it on him because he has no shoulders and he actually looked like a girl from the back but the piece itself isn't too bad.

The top from the back. You can pull out the sleeves and let it hang. Which is one of the fun things about Ha Sang Beg's collection, I think he likes to play with different ways of wearing one piece. TBH I don't know much about his stuff, I've only seen a small fraction of his designs and I liked it. Also as an individual I think he's weird and interesting.

Theme for this year's Seoul fashion week :

oh dear. finally.

2010-01-30T01:16:00.002+13:00

thanks to S.H. ahahahahahhahah !!!!!!! THIS IS THE BEST.

ow

2010-01-29T18:13:00.004+13:00

my eye was sore when I woke up and it hurts everytime I blink T__T. Kind of like a bruise, like when you get hit in the face, not that I ever got hit in the face hard enough to get a bruise though. Mother seems to think it's not infection or anything. AGH annoying.

It's too sunny to go outside. There's a theory about wrinkles, how your ass is one place in your body with the least or no wrinkles because it is never exposed to the sun. Meaning UV rays is the main cause of wrinkles. So I plan to stay out of the sun as much as possible this summer. It may sound rather... boring and depressing but really, it's not like I don't want to go outside. Besides, the sun makes you so tired the minute you're exposed anyway and eugh sweating is gross.

I finished Kare Kano. And I just like to say... What is with the last episode @_@ ???

Someone please help me remember where this rabbit's from?

obsessed with 검은깨 and 깻잎 at the moment. YUM

-

2010-01-27T14:06:00.004+13:00

Started watching Kare Kano again. Such a well-made anime and I'd like to say it's not aimed at younger audience considering the style of it but still, it's funny. Watching Kare Kano also made me want to find and watch other anime stuff I watched ages ago... I can't remember the name of them though..

Anyway. Kare Kano Kareshi Kanojo no jijo: His and Her Circumstances original manga by Masami Tsuda. I haven't read the manga but I'm thinking the anime is better because the reason I like it so much is because of the soundtrack and everything as well as the general plotline and characters and things. It aired first in 1998 to 1999 so it's pretty old. STILL GOOD. Google and watch watch watch NOW.

Pretty much highschool drama/romance crap but treated so much differently from the others.

"지렁이는 나중에 먹자-"

2010-01-23T18:25:00.008+13:00

Haven't touched my laptop for a month and looking down at the keyboard, I realise I have never noticed they type face of the letters on the keys are so.. fat. like horizontal. So. Weird.

I keep pressing alt + space bar to switch from english to korean. ~____~ stupid habbits.

About the movies I watched on the plane:

애자 Goodbye Mom ( lame english title )

The story line is so predictable and cliche, rebelious daughter wanting to be a writer like Hemingway and Tolstoy ( ~____~ ) and mother with cancer and the growth of their relationship leading to the mother's death. Ugh. But I still liked it because even though it's cliche, it's kind of very true. How everything seems to fall apart for the main characters isn't only making the plot dramatic but i think it sort of hints just how many people die from cancer and get screwed over with money and by men ( in late 20/early 30 women's case).

최강희 is so pretty T_T. I liked her character. The way she dresses and the way she talks. Ahaha.

국가대표 Take-off based on a true story about Korea's first ski jump team formed in 1997 consisting of high school dropouts, korean-born-american-raised ski jumper rejected from US's ski jump team and a retard. Plot v/ good - since it was modified ( probably a lot ) but it worked.

김동욱 ahhh cute T___T on the premiers photos he has short hair, which makes him look rather gay and sleezy but I loved his character in the movie. Sensible swearing. 영양가있는 욕설? ㅋㅋ

김동욱님 in 달콤한 거짓말: cute +___+

"헤이이- 비밀이많은 아가쉬-"

rather relatable I guess.

2010-01-22T19:13:00.003+13:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

I thought my straightforwardness was intimidating : P Well, lots of people seem to think so anyways.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

This one I cannot agree more..

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust

I wasn't expecting anything out of the quiz thing but hey, it sort of make sense.

do try: http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

vain

2010-01-22T08:39:00.007+13:00

I've always sort of told myself that I would never be the kind of girl that wears colour contacts/makeup everyday but hong kong has changed me... Well it wasn't hongkong that changed me but i just happened to be in hongkong when I had access to contacts... and contacts are so cheap here @_@.

No offence, I mean I guess there's nothing wrong with wearing contacts everyday except it had the effect of making me less confident about my actual eyes, which can't be good...

공민지v/cute. me likey.

You know who else I likey? These two : D

I don't know what the hell the text underneath is for. I wanna cut it off but oh wells.

공효진 me likey.

Yeah Sean I stole it. WAHAHA.

weird sleep pattern won't go away

2010-01-19T12:50:00.002+13:00

for some reason I keep getting up at 7:30am. Although today it's I was briefly awake but can't go back to sleep because of the extra noise outside. What could possibly be more noisy than all the cars, trams and all that jazz you might ask.

Kids.

It seems that today's the first day of primary school or something, and not only the location of our apartment right in front of tram station/taxi station but also a primary school.

I'm not complaining, they're not as loud as the rubbish trucks that seem to come by at the latest hour every single day. And they're all in little navy uniforms and it's really cute.

Hmmm.

I'm going to make migoreng.

갑자기

2010-01-17T09:10:00.002+13:00

새삼스럽게 느낀거지만, 벌써 18일, 거의 3주정도 되가네. 어떻게보면 시간 엄청빨리간거 같으면서도 아직 남은 시간을 생각하면 별거아니지..
니가 군인아저씨라고 생각하니까 징그럽다. 상상도안가. ㅋㅋ 이제 적응좀 했겠지?
잘지내고있어야하는데 ㅎㅎ.

.

아 완전공주같아 ㅠㅠ
나날이 예뻐지는 장앙앙.
저머리하고나서부터 이미지 관리하는거 같아, 카메라앞에서 앙앙거리지도 않더라 이제.
쳇. 난 앙앙우영이 좋았는데 ㅠ

저거 폴라로이드 카메라 가꼬싶으다.
저놈에 비하면 내꺼 완전 괴물같이 생겼어. ㅎㅎ 우씨.

오후두시아가들 너무좋아ㅠ
허우적.

once again

2010-01-15T09:28:00.005+13:00

sitting in the dark listening to the thud of the bundles of newspaper. 4:32am. UHGH. I'd like to sleep like a normal person please.

Looks a bit like Nicole can't get to sleep so easy either, she keeps turning in bed, or maybe she's just annoyed from the sound of my typing. Ehehhe..

I guess I shouldn't type then. Hmmm what should I do....................

I want his headphones. Very cute.

Edit: I decided to update the blog header and stuff : ) me likey, you like? 5:11am
Edit: 아맞다, 오늘은 준수생일ㅋ생축. 7:19am

photos with a hop

2010-01-13T21:40:00.004+13:00

nicole would not wake up and I wanna go out for some foooood T__T
So I got bored and photoshopped some photos. I only did 6 cus I don't have a mouse and it's really annoying to photoshop with touch pad T___T

I want fooooood

ridiculous

2010-01-13T11:56:00.002+13:00

The street light just turned off and it is now 7:03am. It is fucking impossible trying to get to sleep starting from around 3:30 ~ 4:00am because that's when the streets in front of the apartment starts waking up. At around 2am-ish it's actually so quiet I think to myself wowzee is this hk? but then the newspaper delivery people start unpacking stacks and stacks of newspaper, unloading from the truck with its engine still on and throwing them on the ground and playing with their craft knife while cutting the bundles whilst talking loudly among themselves. And in front of the apartment just happens to be the spot to do that in.

When they're done it's the food suppliers that deliver to restaurants. Again from the trucks with fucking loud engines and the ones that go beep beep beep beep beep beep beep when they're reversing. And they keep reversing. Meanwhile the trams start running again. It just happens that the tram track/ station is right in front of the apartment as well. Convenient? I fucking agree.

Okay. The mother fucking streetlight that stare down into my eyes all night. Nicole has kindly fashioned a cover on the blinds (out of post it notes) where the glare is but it still lights the whole room bright orange. The more annoying thing is that there is two sets of blinds and the left ones which is further below the bed faces up, so no light from above and outside the window actually gets into the room, however the ones that are right next to the bed face downwards, and when you try to turn it over it reaches its limit hence making it impossible to do so.

Our apartment is on the first floor. All the noise described above feels as if it is happening right by your ear when you're lying down in the bed with your eyes closed. Lovely huh.

All the more reasons to miss new zealand so much. Plus it's really getting cold, well, either that or I just have no winter clothes.

+____+

2010-01-13T02:04:00.001+13:00

PHUCK IM BORED.

my face hurts.

head hurts from SLEEPING too much

ok me lazy

2010-01-10T16:10:00.002+13:00

So. I sort of concluded that I was gonna put of blogging until I was reunited with my laptop but then I remembered I like blogging ^^ and more importantly it was reading A's blog entries that triggered it and I felt the need to say:

A public thank you, a big fat one, to all of MG's and my friends.

He wouldn't really like me to share but it's rather obvious that he develops some kind of a fear, mainly to do with the relationship between him and his friends outside of army. You can't blame him, you know, lost contacts and for such a long period of time. For the purpose of comforting him there and then, was to tell him that no matter what happens I'll be there for him so he really has not a lot to worry about. But I was to thoughtless to consider the truth, which was that they care for him as much as I do.

Wow I'm getting too cheesy for my liking. But you all know what I mean...

One particular story about a girl named Angular touched me so I wanted to express some sort of. Blab. I dunno. Thanks A.

And to you. I sincerely hope you remember what I said to you and understand how I'm feeling. In reality it's more like wanting to know how you're doing and if you're adjusting well at all, if you've made any friends etc. But these things I can guess you're doing pretty well because you're perfectly capable of all those things. But more importantly what bothers me is if you're having any doubts. These thoughts can drive you mad if there isn't anyone to lead you out of it and I have no way of making sure of that for now because let's face it, I can't even be sure if my letter is on the way to Korea.

For now, I'll just be waiting as I said I'll be.

spending time feels crazy. I feel like I'm only waiting again. This is so natural to me that I don't realise what I'm doing until I've wasted a great amount of time waiting for the next thing on the calendar, which actually is "getting on the plane to nz" and that's 2 weeks away. And it feels ironic because I've done exactly the same sitting at home, for the day to fly here and I can't wait to go back. I kind of feel like I need to apologise to hk. @__@ okay I may be going a little nuts from too much sleep/lack of sleep.

The thing with sleep, in fact, I don't know which it is anymore because, I sleep too much as I lack sleep from not sleeping, and I would have not slept due to too much sleep previously and then it just goes around in a loop. I don't know how to fix it, I just kind of have this idea that it'll be fixed when I get home. Which in reality it probably won't.

I miss too many people at once.

Highlight of the hk trip.

2010-01-01T11:30:00.002+13:00

01.01.2010

there are no words.

I'm a freaky cutie with a hot boyfriend who killed a shoe because I'm sexy as hell

2009-12-30T18:50:00.003+13:00

I... was just bored waiting for everyone else to shower... >_>

First, add "I'm a/an" to the title

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ]Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of pants are you wearing
[x]Shorts = cutie
[ ]skirt = skank
[ ]Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ]Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ]Ripped jeans = emo
[ ]Cammo = cage fighter
[ ]Jeans = prep
[ ]Pajamas = pimp
[ ]Cargo = clown
[ ]Sweats = athlete
[ ]Boxers = brat
[ ]Booty shorts = female
[ ]Capris = Gangster
[ ]Nothing = hoe
[ ]Dickies = weirdo
[ ]Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ]Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[x] Black = with a hot girlfriend/boyfriend
[ ] Dark brown = with a sexy ass
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a sexy smile

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ]Jan = who ate
[ ]Feb = who needed
[]March = who killed
[ ]April =who will be naked with
[x]May = who killed
[ ]June =who banged
[ ]July = who smoked with
[ ]Aug. = who ran shirtless with
[ ]Sept. = who was stabbed horribly by
[ ]Oct. = who cuddled with
[ ]Nov. = who slept with
[ ]Dec.= who shot

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ]01 = the kool-aid man
[ ]02 = a dog
[x]03 = a shoe
[ ]04 = a toothbrush
[ ]05 = Santa Claus
[ ]06 = The Trojan man
[ ]07 = a glass of milk
[ ]08 = a prostitute
[ ]09 = a porn star
[ ]10 = a bag of weed
[ ]11 = a lover
[ ]12 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ]13 = a horse
[ ]14 = a lesbian
[ ]15 = a stripper
[ ]16 = a pickle
[ ]17 = a jew
[ ]18 = a homo
[ ]19 = an orange
[ ]20 = my crush
[ ]21 = a dildo
[ ]22 = a whore
[ ]23 = a homeless guy
[ ]24 = an easter egg
[ ]25 = a jar of honey
[ ]26 = a condom
[ ]27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ]28 = a french fry
[ ]29 = your dealer
[ ]30 = Paris Hilton
[ ]31 = your grandma

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ]White = because I love marijuana
[x]Black = because im sexy as hell
[ ]Pink = because the lil people told me to
[ ]Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ]Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ]Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ]Purple = because I'm gay
[ ]Gray = because I got dared
[ ]Other = because that's how I roll
[ ]Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ]Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ]Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose..
[ ]Brown = because I had to
[ ]Shirtless = because I've got abs
[ ]Aqua = 'cause the 306CBZ kick cunt

hk baby

2009-12-23T02:34:00.002+13:00

okay so we left for hong kong this morning (that's tuesday) and before we got here we had to get through like 12 hours of inflight movies in uncomfortable seats with not enough space for legs.

I like the temperature. Not too hot, not too cold. But people seem to walk around in actual winter clothes i would wear for actual winter. Like coats and padding jumpers. Aren't they hot? ~_~ i dont get it.

anyways, we got to the apartment around 4-5pm here and then went out for groceries, then to mcdonald's across the road. They have grilled chicken burger. it's SO GOOD. SO. GOOD. And then we went for a walk looking for plugs but we ended up walking to causeway bay from wan chai, let's say that it's equivalent to walking from epsom to remuera, in between there were about 7 seven elevens. funny that says nicole in indian accent.

now she's talking in a bad british accent.

we're gonna bed early tonight because we couldn't sleep properly on the plane and we are fucking tired from that walk... and nicole has to get up early tomolo to pick up hoa from the airport. YES HOA THATS RIGHT HOA IS HERE. Well not yet. YAY !!!!!!!!!!!

and then we're gonna meet up with zoey and have lunch in...

"some place nice" quote Monica.

hope you suckers are doing well back in nz. AHAHHAA ! luh you.

oh oh first purchase in hk: (other than the plug and the toilet paper etc etc) skinfood suncream : D yeeeessss they have skinfood store here @___@ !!!! I'm so excited. Too bad I don't use bb cream. Packaging so pretty. I heart.

More updates on photos and etc tomoroowwww. Goodnight.

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2009-12-22T00:50:00.002+13:00

믿음과 지혜
내 형제 여러분, 여러가지 시련을당할때 여러분은 그것을 다시없는 기쁨으로 여기십시오. 믿음의 시련을 받으면 인내력이 생긴다는것을 여러분은 잘 알고 있습니다. 인내력을 한껏 발휘하십시오. 그러면 여러분은 조금도 흠잡을데 없는 완전하고 원만한 사람이 될것입니다. 만일 여러분중에 지혜가 부족한사람이 있으면 하느님께 구하십시오. 그러면 아무도 나무라지 않으시고 후하게 주시는 하느님꼐서 지혜를 주실것입니다. 조금도 의심을 품지말고 오직 믿음으로 구하십시오. 의심을 품는사람은 바람에 밀려 흔들리는 바다물결 같습니다. 그런 사람은 아예 주님으로 부터 아무것도 받을생각을 말아야 합니다. 의심을 품는사람은 마음이 헷갈려 행동이 불안정합니다.
야고보서 1장 2절-8절

말씀을 실천하는 사람
나의 사랑하는 형제 여러분, 여러분이 알아두어야 할 일이 있습니다. 누구든지 듣기는 빨리하고 말하기는 더디 하십시오. 또 여간해서응 화를 내지 마십시오. 화를내는 사람은 하느님의 정의를 이룰수가 없습니다. 그러므로 모든 더러운것과 온갓 악한 행실을 버리고 하느님께서 여러분의 마음속에 심으신 말씀을 공손히 받아들이십시오. 그 말씀에는 여러분을 구원할 능력이 있습니다. 그러니 그저 듣기만하여 자기자신을 속이는 사람이 되지 말고 말씀대로 실천하는 사람이 되십시오. 말씀을 듣고도 실천하지 않는 사람은 제 얼굴의 생김새를 거울에다 비추어보는 사람과 같습니다. 그사람은 제 얼굴을 비추어보고도 물러나서는 고 제 모습을 잊어버리고 맙니다. 그러나 우리에게 자유를 주는 완전한 법을 잘 살피고 꾸준히 지켜나가는 사람은 그것을 듣고 곧 잊어버리는 일이 없으며, 들은것을 실천에 옮깁니다. 이렇게 실천함으로써 그사람은 하느님의 축복을 받을것입니다. 누구든지 자기가 신앙생활을 한다고 생각하면서도 자기 혀를 억제하지 못한다면 그것은 자기 자신을 속이는 셈이니 그의 신앙생활은 결국 헛것이 됩니다. 하느님아버지 앞에 떳떳하고 순수한 신앙생활을 하는 사람은 어려움을 당하고있는 고아들과 과부들을 돌보아 주며 자기자신을 지켜 세속에 물들지 않게 하는 사람입니다.
야고보서 1장 19절-27절

혀는 악의 불씨
내 형제 여러분, 여러분도 저마다 선생이 되려고 하지 마십시오. 여러분도 알다시피 우리 가르치는 사람은 더 엄한심판을 받게 됩니다. 우리는 모두 실수하는 일이 많습니다. 말에 실수가 없는 사람은 온몸을 잘 다스릴수있는 완전한 사람입니다. 말은 입에 재갈을 물려야 고분고분해 집니다. 그래야 그말을 마음대로 부릴수가 있습니다. 또 배를 보십시오. 거센바람의 힘으로 움직이는 크디큰 배라도 아주 작은 키 하나로 조종됩니다. 그래서 키잡이는 자기가 원하는 방향으로 그 배를 마음대로 몰고 갈수 있습니다. 이와 같이 혀도 인체에서 아주 작은 부분에 지나지 않지만 엄청나게 허풍을 떱니다. 아주 작은 불씨가 굉장히 큰 숲을 불살라 버릴수도 있습니다. 혀는 불과 같습니다. 혀는 우리 몸의 한부분이지만 온몸을 더럽히고 세상살이의 수레바퀴에 불을 질러버리는 악의 덩어리 입니다. 그리고 혀 자체도 결국 지옥불에 타버리고 맙니다. 인간은 모든 들짐승과 새와 길짐승과 바다의 생물들을 길들일수 있고 또 지금까지 길들여 왔습니다. 그러나 사람의 혀를 길들일수 있는사람은 아무도 없습니다. 혀는 휘어잡기 어려울만큼 악한 것이며 거기에는 사람을 죽이는 독으로 가득차있습니다. 우리는 같은 혀로 주님이신 아버지를 찬양하기도 하고 하느님의 형상대로 창조된 사람들을 저주하기도 합니다. 같은 입에서 찬양도 나오고 저주도 나옵니다. 내 형제 여러분, 이래서는 안되겠습니다. 같은 샘 구멍에서 단물과 쓴물이 함께 솟아 나올수 있겠습니까? 내형제 여러분 무화과 나무에 어떻게 올리브 열매가 달릴수있으며 포도 덩굴에 어떻게 무화과 열매가 달릴수 있겠습니까? 짠물에서 단물이 나올수는 없습니다.
야고보서 3장 1절-12절

motherfuck.

2009-12-21T00:49:00.000+13:00

one week.

broody hell.

I love a warm pink belly for my aching feet !

2009-12-16T23:04:00.003+13:00

MUST. WATCH.

oh man oh man. When I found out Tim Burton was making Alice in Wonderland I was like >: D !!!!!! FUCK. Alice in Wonderland is one of my FAVOURITE storiessss and Tim Burton IS my favourite director, put those two together and oh my lord I am going to faint for realzzz. But not for real realz cus I've never fainted before.

So far I am thrilled after having seen the trailer ( I almost wrote thrailer ) : D : D omgomg. So pretty ! When I watch it, I will blog about the experience sitting in front of the magical shit happening in front of my eyes so stay tuned peoples !

Besides this one, I also must watch Where The Wild Things Are and and and The Imaginarium of Dr Parnasus and and Time Traveller's Wife. Mmm I can't remember the others but i know there's heaps.... But anyway, my neck hurts > <

" do you mind... if I... strangle you... ? "

totally adorable yet rather grim

2009-12-11T21:43:00.002+13:00

one illustrator that makes me want to read the books he's drawn for. Vaguely remembering, I think I blogged about him once a whiiiile ago. But TOO BAD he is totally worth two blog posts. I vant to read all the other books to just so I can look at his illustrations.

Plus, Lemony Snicket, the writer of A Series of Unfortunate Events. I heart his style of writing though it is aimed for a younger audience. I have the whole series except the first book... which I lent to someone who went back to korea. I think, with the book. AH. Too bad.

WHERES MY MAC AND CHEESE

2009-12-09T13:11:00.006+13:00

" you chose a sandwich over your man?!"

" I can have both !! "

" chocolate chocolate chocolate... ACK ! "

I love Tina Fey

1 year

2009-12-08T00:25:00.001+13:00

사랑해서방♥

waiting

2009-12-07T19:06:00.002+13:00

life is at a period of time where I'm waiting for the next exciting event. Which would make wasting time a little easier until the next time I see you.

It's so boring.

Bought a new book: White Teeth by Zadie Smith. Cover looks pretty. Should I read this first or We need to talk about Kevin first... Yes that is my biggest dilemma atm.

I want that bag SO BAD.

december

2009-12-05T01:13:00.002+13:00

I've just realised that it's actually December now. We went on the road trip on the first and we started the day in such a hurry that I didn't think much of it and now it's all hitting me that this year is actually going to be over in a few weeks and it kind of scares me.

Usually a start to a new year would excite me rather, but this year one huge thing about why I'm scared is because you're not here. Makes me think back to when we started this year together. And now, you have to go in even before the year is over. Everything has been happening in such a haste lately it almost seems unreal. I do this thing over and over again where I wish it was unreal and you'd be back by my side but then I'm hit by the fact again. And I do it over and over.

I guess I'll just have to look at the bright side. And I will. I just need some time to get used to living without you. But trust me I can do it. And it won't completely be a life without you. I wouldn't even want to imagine a life without you. Really, it's only 22 months. By then we would be over a thousand days at least, and that excites me. I'll keep counting and everyday as I type in the next number on the counter on my screen, I'll be missing you.

actually actually

2009-12-04T17:57:00.003+13:00

I'll post them on facebook.

Road Trip 09

2009-12-04T15:22:00.002+13:00

Just got back from road trip around 2:30. Tired tired.

Lesson learnt: don't mix several types of alcohol and don't think it's ok to exceed the limits just because the bedroom's right there...

Photos followssss... in the next post : D

There isn't any at the beach though : p I didn't take the camera...

Just a ramble

2009-11-28T23:25:00.002+13:00

Ky found these series of classic books that I think were newly printed, and the cover design is so pretty, as you see in the image, they have hard cover and little fabric flap thing for bookmarking, and the cover is in fabric too. Wowow. I want them but not the whole series because well I wouldn't read them, but I'd want Alice in Wonderland and and Little Women (which is not in the image, but is the prettiest !) but I'm not in the luxury of buying myself things atm because of the lack of income. So sad. I could apply for hardship so I can leech off the government but there's just so much paper work to do @_@

I decided to buy myself some Cadbury Bubbly chocolate. Cadbury chocolates have this smell that's not quite chocolatey but too sweet like honey and milk. Which I don't quite appreciate. It doesn't really feel so much like chocolate anymore. The taste is alright, but it's like not so different from normal milk chocolate block. I love the ads for it though : > so cute.

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2009-11-28T00:47:00.001+13:00

FML

두근두근

2009-11-26T00:03:00.001+13:00

almost can't believe my luck.

Please let it come true : ]

Not one of those miraculous life crap

2009-11-25T22:04:00.005+13:00

'My Sister's Keeper', novel by Jodi Picoult which was made into a film, but since I haven't read the book, I want to talk about the movie. Although I love the plot so kudos for the writer but the directing itself was also quite satisfactory to me. Especially great great casting with the children. It really helps when you like the actors to begin with, it was odd with Cameron Diaz because well I've never seen any movies where she's not "young, hot, sexy" which I don't like.. because she's too old for it and it shows. But her being a mother is just odd, it was more convincing of her character when she's being all lawyer than when she was being a mother. It was sort of like, a young woman rushed into serious motherhood because of her daughter's disease. But who's to say someone like her can't be a good mother? Oh well.

Overall, I like it, it was the most touching movie I had seen in a long while. I like Alec Baldwin, I like Joan Cusack, Sofia Vassilieva, Abigail Breslin, and I like Thomas Dekker without hair more. Oh especially I like the ending. I like the fact that they mentioned all that miracle crap but it didn't happen, because miracle does make people happy but it's just not realistic enough. I need to read the book, but a while later so I'm not too influenced by the movie ahaha.

I want to read a GREAT book. I was liking Miss Pettigrew but it's getting too predictable, what is it? just because it's old or am I just reading too slow? Anyway, I better finish it tonight or tomorrow and find a GREAT book tomorrow. I still haven't finished In Cold Blood, but it's just too depressing.

heartbeat ♥

2009-11-25T00:55:00.003+13:00

I was watching 2pm's heartbeat video (for the first time : P yes very late) and realised, now that Jay's gone, they've kind of replaced his parts with WY. You know? how Jay and Junsu used to sing the chorus for ALL of the songs 2pm previously preoduced, and now it's wooyoung and junsu singing the chorus. At first I was all really proud, because they wouldn't give the parts to him unless they thought he was a good enough singer, but then I thought about it, see junsu wouldn't do it alone because it just doesn't sound that great alone and if you think about it, two of them are really just "rappers" and the other two aren't "great" at singing, so that just leaves wooyoung. Or maybe it's just my opinion, but I do do think he's grown to be a good singer, you can really tell the difference.

Anyway, wow at the video and the choreography. I love love love. They put too much make up on them though. They look orange on the stage -___-.

as you see the yellow thing he's playing with in the top photo is the corby phone 2pm's advertising, oh so cute, WY suits yellow so much > < 병아리같아 ㅋㅋYellow is a strange colour for a phone but I would use it : P in fact I'd say white is a little dull, yellow is fun : D Although I don't really like the black face. But then yellow and black does go : P

I watched paranormal activity today. Sleeping on the couch tonight...

mm winifred

2009-11-23T18:19:00.003+13:00

Reading 'Miss Pettigrew Lives for a Day' by Winifred Watson, set in 1930s. It was made into a movie starring Frances McDormand and Amy Adams. I haven't seen the movie yet but Amy Adams suits her role perfectly I think, like in most of her other movies, which is rather impressive because you always see these group of actors that does roles that are pretty much like all the others.

But anyway, I'm imagining the movie won't be as good as the book, like it never is. I'm enjoying the book though, the kind of humour found in books set in similar times that doesn't deal with darker and deeper theme but simply making fun of class system and the role of women.

ugggh

2009-11-22T17:55:00.003+13:00

My memory card is fucked up, the computer won't read it T____T, so maybe i'll take it to a place and get the stuff extracted onto a disk or something... UGH. MONEYS.

I was gonna post some pictures from my phone but there isn't much -__- so pfft whatever.

그대에게 하고싶은말

2009-11-21T23:01:00.001+13:00

내사랑 내곁에 - 김현식

나의 모든 사랑이떠나가는 날이

당신의 그 웃음뒤에서 함께하는데

철이없는 욕심에 그 많은 미련에

당신이 있는 건 아닌지 아니겠지요

시간은 멀어 집으로 향해가는데

약속했던 그대만은 올 줄을 모르고

애써 웃음지으며 돌아오는길은

왜 그리도 낯설고 멀기만 한지

저 여린 가지 사이로 혼자인 날 느낄때

이렇게 아픈 그대 기억이 날까

내 사랑 그대 내곁에 있어줘

이 세상 하나뿐인 오직 그대만이

힘겨운 날에 너마저 떠나면

비틀거릴 내가 안길 곳은 어디에

lalala

2009-11-21T22:11:00.003+13:00

Have your parents ever caught you drinking?
Naw

Do you love the last boy/girl you were talking to?
Yes : >

What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
facebook

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
정민규님

Last restaurant you went to?
the hk place in nm

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Mom

Did you have an exciting last weekend?
sure

Have you ever crawled through a window?
uhhuh

What do you spend most of your money on?
Stuff to decorate myself, and food

Where were you at 1AM sunday morning?
probably home on facebook

Ever kissed someone over 30?
No....

Is there a secret you've never told your parents?
tons

Do you like yourself?
sure

Have you ever dyed your hair?
Too many times for my hair's liking

Are you wearing a necklace?
yes

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
my friend from intermediate

Is there anything in your past that you'd like to try again?
relive the last days with MG

Are you an emotional person?
always

What's something that can always make you feel better?
My friends

Did your parents spoil you as a child?
no way

How's your heart lately?
it misses you

Are you a cuddler?
uhhuh

Will this weekend be a good one?
I'm already halfway through and I'm awfully tired and bored. And a little lonely.

What do you want right now?
MG to come back

Who can always cheer you up?
My friends

Have you ever gone nude/streaked in public?
Naw

Who hugged you last?
Nicole

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
always

Are you a kissable person?
yes

Has someone ever spread a nasty rumor about you?
I think so

What is your relationship status?
married

Who was the last person to come to your house?
MG

Look behind you, what do you see?
the.. couch

How many rooms does your house have?
4

Have you ever worked in a food place?
HAVE I EVER?!

What would you name your future daughter?
정가을

Who and where was the last concert you went to?
I .. can't seem to remember. Queen city big band at raye freedman?

Any summer plans for 2010?
hk and road trip to hahei?

What did you eat for lunch today?
macaroni salad and bread

Whats on your schedule for tomorrow?
bum, read, coffee maybe

The last song you heard?
Uh... I dunno I wasn't paying attention.

What do you think of love?
mine lasts forever

When is the last time you went to a party?
Nicole's bbq

When is the next time you'll hit up a club?
Not for a long time

Do you still talk to any of your ex's?
Yes

If you had to eat 1 thing for the rest of your life, what?
라면

Name 1 thing good about Myspace?
It's big

Does anyone know your Myspace password?
I don't even know

How do you feel about abortions?
do it if you can afford it. It's equally cruel to raise a child poorly.

Do you eat junk food everyday?
no

How often do you drive?
once a week ish

Where did you last drive to?
uni

Describe your bestfriend?
crazy

How late did you stay up last night and why?
3 ish, talking to MG and then reading

What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
She's my child

Do you like someone?
I love him

Have you ever been hit by the opposite sex?
like seriously? no

Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with an S?
ahahaha yess

How's your life lately?
I miss him

Do you know anyone that is currently locked up?
naw

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
not yet

What do you think about the current gas prices?
I don't care..

Have you ever been so drunk that you blacked out?
yes..

Do you think that you're a good person?
not really

Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
um no.

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
in a relationship

Have you ever flirted with a friends crush?
probably

Last time you ate a homegrown tomato?
never?

Ever ordered from an infomercial?
No but i'd like to

Do you believe in love at first sight?
No

Have you ever requested a song on the radio?
lol yes

Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?
No

When is the last time you took a nap?
today

Whose bed did you sleep in last night?
I slept on the couch

Have you kissed anyone in the last week?
MG

Do you miss anyone?
MG !!!

What does your 8th text message say and who was it from?
Nicole: Yaay !!

What are you listening to?
the clock ticking and the laptop breathing

Is there one place you'd like to visit?
helsinki

Have you held hands with anyone today?
naw

Do you like winter time?
only if it snows

Do you own uggs?
yes

Do you regret anything?
mm not really

What are you excited about?
hk

Plans for today?
watch a movie

Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
yuhh

How many different people of the opposite sex have you cried over?
three

Do you want to dance?
sure

Who do you not get along with?
quite a few people

Last movie you watched?
10억

What do you notice first about a girl/guy?
clothes, style

Something interesting happen lately?
not really

Where is the person you like right now?
in korea..

Last time you took a shower?
this morning

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
sleeping

When was the last time you talked to your most recent ex?
like a few months ago?

Have you ever been around someone who was high?
lol yes

Do you like where you live?
it's ok..

Last thing you purchased?
OJ

Where are you right now, and how do you feel about where you are?
on the couch. rather uncomfortable

Explain why you last threw up?
probably from drinking

Where did your last hug take place?
esquires

Who was the last person to hold your hand?
MG

Are you a jealous person?
yes

Did you have a good birthday this year?
yes

Are you tired right now?
totally

What are your outlooks on gay/bisexual relationships?
do it

Do you chew on your straws?
a little bit

Who was the last person you rode in the car with that was under 21?
Nicole and Rico

Three days from now will you be in a relationship?
yes -__-

Do you have curly hair?
right now i do...

Is there anyone who doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
maybs

Have you kissed anyone today?
naw

Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
yes

Last person you cried over?
MG

Do you cry easily?
yes

Do you have any brothers?
naw

What do you think of them?
of who

Where did you go today?
archi exhibition and spatial design exhibition, and then church

What should you be doing right now?
watching a movie

Are you a heavy sleeper?
sometimes... but not all the time

When was the last time you hand washed the dishes?
last night

Name everyone that made you smile today?
Steven, Eric, Mom?

Who was the last person to put their arm around you?
MG

Three feelings at the moment?
uncomfortable, bored, hungry

The highlight of your week?
being with MG

Who were the last people you ate with?
mom and sister

What really makes you mad?
the wrong

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
never been to mexico

What are your plans for tonight?
MOVIE. gosh.

What's the last piercing you got?
right ear

Ever toilet papered someone's house?
naw

Do you want to be married right now?
naw

What were you doing at 4am this morning?
half asleep

What do you usually do first in the morning?
brush my teeth

Do you have college plans?
yes im in the middle of it at the moment

Are you mad at anyone right now?
naw

How many different beverages have you had today?
two, water and oj

What is your favorite flavor of jam?
strawberry

What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
eating dinner

You're in the hospital, who on your friends would come to visit you?
all of them.. right?

If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
SHIT FUCK

Do people underestimate you?
no

Are you named after a grandparent?
no.. that's so tacky

What's something you're scared of?
missing him too much

Name some of the people you love?
Mg Nicole Ky Hoa Julie Angela etc etc

What's your favorite color?
red

Ever been kissed under fireworks?
no

Do you wish someone would call you?
yes

Is there someone you wanna date right now?
other than the person i'm already dating not so much

Are you usually the heart breaker or the heart broken?
breaker

Do you have a best friend?
yes

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?
I dunno actually

Who was the last person you were mad at?
JULIE. FUCK.

What is the last song to make you cry?
Songs don't really make me cry..

Is your best friend pretty?
EW NO. -___- yes.

Have you ever felt like you hit rock bottom?
no

What do you miss?
having a job

Do you give out second chances too easily?
I'd say i don't but really i think i do

Ever felt that no one relates to you?
occasionally. but that was before mg

Had plans and broke them?
always

When was the last time you saw your grandparents?
4 years ago.

Who are you jealous of?
Right now, people that went to korea or are planning to go soon.

R.I.P 다울님

2009-11-20T19:49:00.003+13:00

She was so young though. It's so weird, I've never had anyone I looked up to die before, it sort of feels like losing someone you know personally, but at the same time not really.

Maybe it was because she was so young, and so successful at such a young age. Although it seemed very much that she wasn't like anyone else her age.

I kinda wish it wasn't suicide but I'm almost convinced it was.

순정만화

2009-11-19T13:59:00.000+13:00

꼭해피엔딩이래

빨리와

Achievements for the day

2009-11-16T23:11:00.003+13:00

Remember my plans for the holidays?

I've achieved a little bit by watching 3 movies today.

1. Hensel & Gretel, thriller:

BAD BAD BAD. Too much crying, noob acting, repetitive lines, plot makes no sense. Hate movies where the whole thing throughout the movie turns out to be a dream. Isn't that like just a easy way to end the plot?

2. 7급 공무원, comedy action? :

mmm okay plot, okay funny, okay acting. I do NOT like 강지환.

3. 10억, thriller: SO GOOD. WATCH.

I had Frit's Wieners again today, but I forgot to take photos of it eheh

Note to self

2009-11-15T22:04:00.002+13:00

- Read the Time Traveller's Wife

- Play sims

- Watch shit load of movies

- Take care of studylink shit

shiet

2009-11-14T22:53:00.002+13:00

I never watch television, I use the TV to watch Friends DVDs on, and I decided to watch it today because Grand Design is on, it looks like a old man tv show because it looks like it would be one of those shows about fishing or golf... but anyway it's an interesting show okay!? Anyway, I was watching that and after that Panic Room was on ! omg ! So good. Exciting as.

Frit's Weiners best weiners ever. Don't ever take it away from me.

Anyway, after Panic Room, Ned Kelly came on lol. I was gonna sleep but nooo. But so far it looks little boring. And I can't understand them, their accents too thick...

이봐요

2009-11-10T23:23:00.000+13:00

.

.

.

나좀 내비둘래요?

bored

2009-11-09T22:44:00.002+13:00

I got really bored when I got home so I started making these : p I got nothing to do all holidays. I really gotta get a job or really do something. Maybe I'll start sewing again.

Watching Friends season 10, it keeps freezing the disk my be screwed up...

I want hk !

indiesin

2009-11-08T21:03:00.002+13:00

love this site,

just pitty they don't ship to nz.

nz is a hole psh psh.

I may have made a mistake.

thank you and sorry.

fuck...

2009-11-08T00:39:00.004+13:00

stop doing this to me T_____T

I guess it's not your fault...

I guess it's just me.

Yeah you're fine, it's all me.

I feel like a cold cold cold glass of water please...

라면 먹고싶어 이씽.

당신때매 라면도 못먹잖아 어쩔거야 이씽.

Hungry..

"pretentious."

is that how you spell it? You know I'm full of it. I'm always self-conscious about how I look, what I say, what I do... you may not realise, from the way I speak, but there's a lot going through my mind during the silence...

Okay I'm being too depressive. Sorry. I'm done, really.

I should get over this.

FREE !!

2009-11-06T19:44:00.002+13:00

Okay so exams are over, which means everything is over, so I'm completely free YAYAYAYAY. I wanted to congratulate myself and to celebrate a little bit, I gifted myself a pair of shoes : > Yes yes, I was going to not shop till I go to hong kong, but you know me, waiting is hard. And they were so cheap I couldn't help myself. And they're so pretty ! So here they are:

The laces are a little ugly though, and I wanted to replace them with black ribbons but I couldn't find any. I had white ribbon though, but it wasn't long enough and I wasn't sure if it would look good... Interesting story yes?? Anyways, aren't they cutttee?!

An old photo of Angie's present back in... October heheh, okay it wasn't that long ago but it feels like a while ago because there was so much shit in between,,, okay no there wasn't but I was getting pretty fed up with all the studying and RAH ! Anyway, it's the shoes a bunch of people pitched in for, excluding me, and they're really cute, I DON'T KNOW WHY ANGIE WOULDN'T WEAR THEM YET PSSSSHHHTTT. ^^ I heart you anghela. Pretty wrapping paper hee hee.

Oh, so about the exam. I had architecture history today, and two hours through the exam I really really needed to go to the bathroom and cus we were allowed to leave then I wanted to rush the essay and get out... So the last paragraph and the conclusion is a bit shit. I hope that doesn't make much difference in my grade T__T.

I rambled a lot today, yes, good post today.

yumm effy

2009-11-05T23:14:00.002+13:00

Kaya Scodelario who plays Effy Stonem on Skins, she just used to be Tony's little sister but now she's the main character. And all the other old cast is gone, T_T i don't watch anymore cus Mike Bailey's not on it anymore eheh also I don't know when it's on TV. That reminds me, I dont know when Jacquie Brown show is on either. I wanna watch..

Last exam tomorrow, wish me luck ^^

hmmmm

2009-11-04T20:22:00.000+13:00

decisions decisions....

T____T hate this.

♥

2009-10-28T00:26:00.003+13:00

So into Khalil again : > Coley, we should buy his album when we go hk ! it's so calming to listen to when you're studying no? ^^

plus he's just so so cute.

Been studying all day today, I'm very happy with how much I did today. But then the bad thing is, i mean not really bad but you know, that my main method of studying is writing rather than reading (it helps me remember) so then studying physically makes me tired. My knuckles hurt : <

I'm onto it ! Yay ~

조권 and 가인 from Brown eyed girls on 우결 YAYY two of my favourite people : D

: (

2009-10-11T18:46:00.001+13:00

주차할데가 없었대,

너한텐 내가 그거밖에 안되나봐.

: (

okok

2009-10-08T22:26:00.002+13:00

okok this is the main post of the blog for the day yay.

No pictures today because I cbf, I apologise, really I mean it.

Anyway, with the laptop broken and all, I couldn't blog (also I didn't bother updating anywhere else ahahah sorry blog and my regular visitors(that's you coley)) and I had been nagged by a few people so here I am, 3 days after I got my laptop back. Well since the last time I blogged so much has happened and the blog is missing out so much of such important part of my life.

I'm gonna pause Friends because it's distracting. UGH.

So yes, where shall I start.

Well there was the holidays, and then the rest of the semester started up again, and it felt like I was doing SO much work (I was doing a little more work because the assignments were due in but other than that it was not much different) but then I figured it was because there was so many birthdays week after week.. and they were rather important birthdays too so I didn't set limits to how much I was spending for the presents and I ended up hobo. I finally got paid from A&D though, so yay.

So there was the birthdays, and there was design. I guess I really started connecting with the stuff I was doing. cus I liked the briefs and all, but then the parties in between really didn't help because you get .. uh.. tipsy, and then you get tired the next morning and then don't feel like doing anything the whole day, you know the story.

But then the good thing is, even though final is coming up and I should be like AHHHGHGHH freaking out, but i got more free time from losing one job.

Yes, my mother finally closed her shop. Yay.

Not so much for the ones that loved the pasta but yeah, mom said she will make it for you guys again : >

But but that also means -70 bucks a week too and I only go to A&D once a week so I really gotta start looking for another job. I'm hoping something not sitting down.. because working at the cafe was my only exercise (if you would call it exercise) and without that, I really have no means of exercising unless I make myself do it, and we all know that doesn't last very long.

Quite recently my friends have been hooking up. There's like .. 4 new couples now. And I am very very happy about all of them, support them very much. 이쁜사랑해 ^^

Kinda make me and mg feel like grandma grandpa couple. Ahaha.

What else what else.

Oh I'm obsessed with Steven Holl. And I want the soundtrack of 500 Days of Summer (I know ky, but I like it too) esp that smiths song 'tom' is listening to in the elevator. There's clothes lying EVERYWHERE in my room, I really gotta clean it up one day. My left shoulder hurts, probably from the way I was sleeping last night.

Oh and it's xucy's birthday today (still ^^) Happy birthday to xucy and see YOU AT THE PARTY TOMORROW.

Did I miss anything?

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2009-10-08T22:02:00.002+13:00

I should be doing design but since I haven't been updating my blog in a while, so,
procrastination begins. Or, it continues.

[ONE] Your status?--> married

[TWO] Where was your default pic taken?--> wonq's house

[THREE] Who was your last text from?--> husband

[FOUR] Have you ever lost a close friend?--> yes

[FIVE] What is your current mood?--> annoyed at sore throat T__T

[SIX] What's your brother(s)/sister(s) names?--> Wendy

[SEVEN] Have you ever been torn between two lovers?--> ahahah no

[EIGHT]Where do you wish you were right now?--> MG's house?

[NINE] Have a crazy side?--> uhhuh^^

[TEN] Have you ever had a near death experience.--> I guess, when KY and Cole and I almost got hit by that bus

[ELEVEN] Something you do a lot?--> nag

[TWELVE] Angry at anyone?--> nai at all

[THIRTEEN] When was the last time you cried?--> last week?

[FOURTEEN] Is there anyone you would do anything for?--> my love and my friends

[FIFTEEN] What do you think about when you are falling asleep?--> random thoughts? But mostly MG cus it'll be after hanging up the phone : P

[SIXTEEN]Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?--> ma mom

[SEVENTEEN] What is your favorite song?--> 기대 - 나윤권

[EIGHTEEN] What are you doing right now?--> blogging, watching friends, drying my nails

[TWENTY] Who do you trust right now?--> important people lol

[TWENTY-ONE] Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?--> the shirt I sleep in, it's the french trip shirt from 2 years ago : P with everyone's names on the back

[TWENTY-TWO] Have you kissed someone in the past week?--> yar

[TWENTY-THREE] Who are your friends that live closest to you?--> xucy! holly!

[TWENTY-FOUR] Describe your life in one word:--> LOVE

[TWENTY-FIVE] Who are you thinking of right now?--> you

[TWENTY-SIX] What should you be doing right now?--> Design >__>

[TWENTY-SEVEN] What are you listening to?--> my dad talking to my mom

[TWENTY-EIGHT] Who was the last person who gave you a hug?--> MG

[TWENTY-NINE] Who was the last person who yelled at you?--> Mother?

[THIRTY] What is your natural hair color?--> black

[THIRTY-TWO] Who was the last person to make you laugh?--> MG ^^

[THIRTY-THREE] Who was the last person to make you sad?--> MG ^^

[THIRTY-FOUR] What do you hear?--> my dad talking

[THIRTY-FIVE] Is your hair curly or straight?--> straight straight straight

[THIRTY-SIX] Has anyone ever called you "scrumptious" before?--> not that I remember?

[THIRTY-SEVEN] Do you have a best friend?--> a few

[THIRTY-EIGHT] Held hands with the opposite sex in the past 3 days?--> uhhuh

[THIRTY-NINE] Do you use smiley faces on the computer?--> lots

[FORTY] Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?--> yes but not recently : P

[FORTY-ONE] Are you happy with life right now?--> uhhuh

[FORTY-TWO] Are you currently jealous?--> a little : P

[FORTY-THREE] What jewelry are you currently wearing?--> all my earrings, lipring, belly button ring

[FORTY-FOUR] What were you doing Friday night?--> celebrating KY's birthday

[FORTY-FIVE] Have you ever had your heart broken?--> a little

[FORTY-SIX] Have you ever broken someone's heart?--> i dunno ask him

[FORTY-SEVEN] Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?--> nai

[FORTY-EIGHT] What was the last reason you went to the doctor for?--> check up

[FORTY-NINE] How late did you stay up last night and why?--> well i went to bed at 2 but couldn't really fall asleep. I don't know how much I slept. PFFFT

[FIFTY]Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?--> not yet