Late night hang outs at the wannabe studio

time 23:11
Nicole's so-called studio
Listening to the song people keep claiming that Gdragon copied from to produce 'Lie' I'm against that judgement but it's still a good song, yes? no?



Pictures above are ones stolen from Nicole's laptop:
1. the envelope kiddies at Kevin's party
2. me running down the staircase of the Auckland museum
3. me and Aimee, being ourselves (asian down to the bone) in front of the winter garden.




there's not much deep thought present in my mind right now.
especially because there's a bunch of kids next to me right now being silly >: S
but anyway.

lacking sleep.
caffeine is life.



I was sitting at church, during mass, thinking about randon things (while I should have been listening to the priest, but I don't like him, 'cus he doesn't like me and he always gives me these disapproving looks) and I realised that if I stay in this country for the next 5 years and 6 months graduating high school and studying archi at AU, I'd end up spending 11 years (ELEVEN WHOoOoOoPPING YEARS) in New effing Zealand.

What a waste.

I think I'm gonna do OE. To Europe of course woop woop.

I cannot bare the thought of me having already had spent 5 years (and more) in this boring dull country while this people I idolise (i.e. Daul, members of Nuthang...) being only one or two years older than me have experienced so much all over the world.

I have lately decided that I'm never gonna settle during the process of becoming 'successful'. I have too much I want to explore/discover/experience. Yes this is coming from me. I used to hate change when I was younger. I cried my heart out everytime we moved houses but then nowadays the true 'me' is getting revealed more and more as I adapt to new conditions fast, so it is probably right to say that I shouldn't be settling.

Settling is boring. No? Yes?





Dear lord, I have rambled tooOoOo much.

I'm gonna go eat my darrrrn tart.