Missing

looks like Julie's sticking up her middle finger

Feel like a real granny more and more these days. Probably Ky and others' words ( but mostly ky's ) starting to brainwash me. Damn you little boy. Anyway muscles shrinking and stiffening from long sitting hours just moving my fingers/hands/arms and spine bending inwards. Plus fingers getting occasional seizures from the knifing.

I can't decide whether I enjoyed the old days ( some last year, which isn't that old ) more or now but I guess there isn't a need to decide. Just like how I don't know whether this having full responsibility over my life is a good thing or not. But most of the time I am pretty content with my current situation, even the fact that he's not here, just an excuse to be geekier. Although it's one of the reason I want time to go by faster than it is.

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