december

I've just realised that it's actually December now. We went on the road trip on the first and we started the day in such a hurry that I didn't think much of it and now it's all hitting me that this year is actually going to be over in a few weeks and it kind of scares me.

Usually a start to a new year would excite me rather, but this year one huge thing about why I'm scared is because you're not here. Makes me think back to when we started this year together. And now, you have to go in even before the year is over. Everything has been happening in such a haste lately it almost seems unreal. I do this thing over and over again where I wish it was unreal and you'd be back by my side but then I'm hit by the fact again. And I do it over and over.

I guess I'll just have to look at the bright side. And I will. I just need some time to get used to living without you. But trust me I can do it. And it won't completely be a life without you. I wouldn't even want to imagine a life without you. Really, it's only 22 months. By then we would be over a thousand days at least, and that excites me. I'll keep counting and everyday as I type in the next number on the counter on my screen, I'll be missing you.

actually actually

I'll post them on facebook.

Road Trip 09

Just got back from road trip around 2:30. Tired tired.

Lesson learnt: don't mix several types of alcohol and don't think it's ok to exceed the limits just because the bedroom's right there...

Photos followssss... in the next post : D

There isn't any at the beach though : p I didn't take the camera...

Just a ramble

Ky found these series of classic books that I think were newly printed, and the cover design is so pretty, as you see in the image, they have hard cover and little fabric flap thing for bookmarking, and the cover is in fabric too. Wowow. I want them but not the whole series because well I wouldn't read them, but I'd want Alice in Wonderland and and Little Women (which is not in the image, but is the prettiest !) but I'm not in the luxury of buying myself things atm because of the lack of income. So sad. I could apply for hardship so I can leech off the government but there's just so much paper work to do @_@

I decided to buy myself some Cadbury Bubbly chocolate. Cadbury chocolates have this smell that's not quite chocolatey but too sweet like honey and milk. Which I don't quite appreciate. It doesn't really feel so much like chocolate anymore. The taste is alright, but it's like not so different from normal milk chocolate block. I love the ads for it though : > so cute.

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FML

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almost can't believe my luck.

Please let it come true : ]

Not one of those miraculous life crap

'My Sister's Keeper', novel by Jodi Picoult which was made into a film, but since I haven't read the book, I want to talk about the movie. Although I love the plot so kudos for the writer but the directing itself was also quite satisfactory to me. Especially great great casting with the children. It really helps when you like the actors to begin with, it was odd with Cameron Diaz because well I've never seen any movies where she's not "young, hot, sexy" which I don't like.. because she's too old for it and it shows. But her being a mother is just odd, it was more convincing of her character when she's being all lawyer than when she was being a mother. It was sort of like, a young woman rushed into serious motherhood because of her daughter's disease. But who's to say someone like her can't be a good mother? Oh well.

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Overall, I like it, it was the most touching movie I had seen in a long while. I like Alec Baldwin, I like Joan Cusack, Sofia Vassilieva, Abigail Breslin, and I like Thomas Dekker without hair more. Oh especially I like the ending. I like the fact that they mentioned all that miracle crap but it didn't happen, because miracle does make people happy but it's just not realistic enough. I need to read the book, but a while later so I'm not too influenced by the movie ahaha.

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I want to read a GREAT book. I was liking Miss Pettigrew but it's getting too predictable, what is it? just because it's old or am I just reading too slow? Anyway, I better finish it tonight or tomorrow and find a GREAT book tomorrow. I still haven't finished In Cold Blood, but it's just too depressing.