Thanks.

You don't know how much that means to me.

So here's something little in return.

dododododo.

TRANSLATIONS !

이노래 - 2AM
This song - 2AM

예쁜 목걸이를 사주고 싶지만
멋진 차를 태워 주고 싶지만
예쁜 옷을 입혀 주고 싶지만
오 난 좋은 곳에 데려가고 싶지만

I want o buy you a pretty necklace
I want to drive you around in a nice car
I want to buy you nice clothes
oh I want to take you to nice places

주머니에 넣은 손엔 잡히는 게 없는데
어떻게 널 잡을 수가 있어
내 생활은 너에게 어울리지 않는데
그래도 내 곁에 있어주겠니

But I can't grab anything in my pocket
how can I hold on to you
my lifestyle doesn't suit you
but would you still be with me

줄 수 있는게 이 노래 밖에 없다
가진 거라곤 이 목소리 밖에 없다
이게 널 웃게 만들 순 있을지 모르지만
그래도 불러 본다
니가 받아 주길 바래 본다

Only thing I can give you is this song
All I have is this voice
I don't know if this can make you smile
but I still sing
I hope you accept

너는 괜찮다고 말을 하지만
나만 있으면 된다고 하지만
사랑해 행복하다고 늘 말해 주지만
너는 더 바라는 게 없다고 하지만

although, You say that it's okay
that all you need is me,
you tell me you love me, that you're happy,
that you don't want anything more

예쁘고 좋은 것들 재밌고 멋진 일들
너도 분명히 하고 싶잖아 Baby
내 곁에 있어 주면 못 하는 걸 알잖아
그래도 내 곁에 있어 주겠니

pretty things, fun things
you must want them, baby
if you're with me, you know you can't have them
but would you still be with me

줄 수 있는게 이 노래 밖에 없다
가진 거라곤 이 목소리 밖에 없다
이게 널 웃게 만들 순 있을지 모르지만
그래도 불러 본다
니가 받아 주길 바래 본다

Only thing I can give you is this song
all I have is this voice
I don't know if this can make you smile
but I still sing
I hope you can accept it

이 노래 밖에 없다
정말 가진게 이 목소리 밖에 없다
이게 널 웃게 만들 순 있을진 모르지만
그래도 불러 본다
이노래 니가 받아 주길 바래 본다

There's only this song,
Really all i have is this voice

I don't know if this can make you smile
but I still sing
I hope you can accept it

Apologies for not posting a lot lately, but I've been busy with design and I cannot procrastinate anymore so I'd been trying not to use internet (except msn).

Yeah it's my fault for leaving it till last minute, but you all know for a fact that that's what you all do. Don't deny.

magic of photoshop

hard out !

견디기 힘든 일주일

이 다가오고 있다. 어떡해야돼?

꿈을 꿨다.

J 군과 Y 군 그리고 내 친구들과 함께 저녁을 먹었던것 같은데
주차장에 주차되어있는 차쪽으로 걸어가는데
J군이 자신 차인 BMW 에 시동을 걸어놓고 우리에게 타라고 한다음
다른 하얀 차로 걸어가서 타고 시동을 걸고 창문을 다 내리더니
좀 멀리 세워져있던 하얀 봉고차로 질주하는것이 아닌가.

급당황.

우리 셋 (갑자기 우린 세명이었다) 은 봉고차 주위에 몰려
J군이 탄 차가 봉고를 박는게 아니라 뚫어 통과하는 장면을 바라봤다.
그가 뚫고 지나간 구멍은 찢어놓은 종이 처럼 너덜너덜했다.
난 Y군에게 이게 도데체 누구 차이길래 J군이 이런짓을 하야했는지
물어봤지만 Y군은 기분이 안좋은것처럼 아무 말도 하지않았다.

여기가 끝은 아니지만 여기서 끌내도록하겠다. 손이시렵네.

요즘 ipod 가 자주 죽는다. 노래가 2500 곡이 넘게 있는데 어느날 갑자기 다 날리는건 아닌지, 컴퓨터에 연결 할때마다 조마조마해서 죽겠다.

기분이 더럽다.
제일 성숙하다고 생각했던 그녀석이 요즘 부쩍 맘에 안드는짓만 골라서 한다. 특히 유치하다고 느낄만한 일들. 나를 꽤뚫어 볼수 있는 아이라고 생각했는데 괜한 오해만 자꾸해대고 날 곤란하게 만든다. 그럴수록 상대하는게 귀찮아져.

나도 이젠 사과할거 없다고.

Blimp and Rocket

So today we wagged our last period to go bunny hunting (yes, in the woods) so we could avoid the traffic jam and wrath of the Murphister. First stop was Animates in East Tamaki and they were just the size Xucy wanted but they were all boys. Pfffft. But they were so so cute. I forgot to take any photos because I was too busy getting bitten by Muddles the cat.

Animates was kind of our last resort so then Xucy decided she will get the 2 ish year old (which means BIG) female one from Onehunga since we couldn't find any other female ones that fitted her . It's big but SO SO pretty. Like a nice middle aged lady who aged gracefully and is very calm and sits on her chair and chews hay. Not saying she's an old lady. But I keep thinking she is. Paha. Well, compared to Rocket (who's 3 months old).

Anyway on the way back we tried to decide what she was going to be called. And there were all kinds of names ranging from names of foods, objects such as cleaning aids and things that fly...

In the end she decided on Blimp. Because it goes with Rocket. And it's big and slow.

That's not a very flattering photo of her (Xucy or Blimp?) but it's the only one. I don't know why I didn't take any photos. Until just now, I thought I had. Pfft.

When Rocket is mature enough (which will be in approximately 5 months) Xucy is going to mate them and sell the little baby bunnies !! And I can't wait to see them. Tiny little bunnies!!! And the parents are so adorable so they will have to be the cutest things!

: D

Most rabbits produce many offspring each year, although scarcity of resources may cause this potential to be suppressed. A combination of factors allows the high rates of reproduction commonly associated with rabbits. Rabbits generally are able to breed at a young age, and many regularly conceive litters of up to seven young, often doing so four or five times a year due to the fact that a rabbit's gestation period is only 28 to 31 days. In addition, females exhibit induced ovulation, their ovaries releasing eggs in response to copulation rather than according to a regular cycle. They can also undergo postpartum estrus, conceiving immediately after a litter has been born.
Newborn rabbits are naked, blind, and helpless at birth (altricial). Mothers are remarkably inattentive to their young and are almost absentee parents, commonly nursing their young only once per day and for just a few minutes. To overcome this lack of attention, the milk of rabbits is highly nutritious and among the richest of that of all mammals. The young grow rapidly, and most are weaned in about a month. Males (bucks) do not assist in rearing the kittens. The mother rabbit is able to become pregnant again 4 days after the birth of her kittens.

From wiki. kekekekeke

I finished my story here so Zo can talk about our dinner. We cannot possibly end up with same blog entries everytime we do something exciting can we !? But here's a sneak peak:

Also I got some Le Doux toys from Qubic. Eedleeedleeedle and Buddy. I wanted the Dr leDoux but he was the rarest. : s

♥

바람, 어디에서 부는지
덧문을 아무리 닫아 보아도
흐려진 눈앞이 시리도록
날리는 기억들

wind, where does it come from
even if I try and close the doors
until my hazy eyes get cold
memories fly around

어느샌가 아물어 버린
고백에 덧난 그 겨울의 추억
아, 힘겹게 사랑한 기억
이제는 뒤돌아 갔으니

so soon, it had healed
reminiscence of the winter lead from confession
ah, the memory of loving you beyond my abilty
it's now turned around and gone

바람은 또 어디에서 불어오는지
내맘에 덧댄 바람의 창 닫아 보아도
흐려진 두눈이 모질게 시리도록
떠나가지 않는 그대

where does the wind come from again
even when I close the windows to my heart
until my hazy eyes get brutally cold
you don't disappear

혼자라는게 때론 지울 수 없는 낙인같아
살아가는게 나를 죄인으로 만드네

being alone, it's like a inerasable stigma
living on, it makes me a prisoner

바람은 또 어디에서 불어 오는지
내맘에 덧댄 바람의 창 닫아 보아도
흐려진 두눈이 모질게 시리도록
떠나가지 않는 그대

where does the wind come from again
even when I close the windows to my heart
until my hazy eyes get brutally cold
you don't disappear

혼자라는게 때론 지울 수 없는 낙인같아
살아가는게 나를 죄인으로 만드네
혼자라는게 때론 지울 수 없는 낙인처럼
살아가는게 나를 죄인으로 만들어

being alone, it's like a inerasable stigma
living on, it makes me a prisoner
being alone, it's like a inerasable stigma
living on, it makes me a prisoner

죄인으로 만들어

makes me a prisoner

Exhibiton blabbers continued

Nicole: Coffeehouse model

Frances: Coffeehouse model

Aimee: Coffeehouse model

Foyer

Over the head, Megan: Lighting design

Alton, Maria: Table setting design

Nicole: "Lollies?"
Fran: "How dare you!"

Table setting

Nicole, Ky, Xucy: Furniture design

My coffeehouse

My dad said it looks more like a library.

Rosalind: Coffeehouse model

Lucy W: Coffeehouse model

Nina-May: Coffeehouse model

Elizabeth: Coffeehouse model

Fran: Coffeehouse model

Back, with real plants!

Maria: Coffeehouse model

Lizzie: Coffeehouse model

Lucy H: Lighting design

Zo n me: Furniture design

Holly: Presentation booklet for coffeehouse

That is all.

I found out why loading photos didn't work yesterday, it's because the files were humongous. They were 100 x 75 cm. ~__~ So I had to minimise them to 1:10 scale arrr.

I slept 8 hours last night but I don't think it was enough, I was very unsatisfied and tired this morning. And the running didn't help either. It made me sore. Pffft.

Note to self: now that exhibition is out of the way, I have to:

- Hand in Graphics internal by friday

- Hand in Graphics external by tuesday

- Design tech finalfinal evaluation

- Design boards by next next tuesday

Then ALL DONE!!!

Or not

- Study for externals T____T

Yayayayay. Back to work...

Yummy:

New discovery

So the book work was due in today and I hadn't touched the book for nearly two terms. But then I worked on it literally all night last night to early this morning and hey, I did it. I don't know if it's up to the teacher's satisfactory standards but I'm satisfied (because I found out that doing it all in one night IS possible)

Although cramming isn't a very good habit to have, since I'm so tired from running to and from all these places today due to the exhibition preparation, I'm going to procrastinate today. Yes, externals are due in next week and art boards are due in 2 weeks but I choose to neglect it for tonight. Yay for me.

I'd say the exhibition went rather successfully, some things could have been better but last minute effort wasn't going to do much. But still, it was fun. Food was good ! Props for yr12s.

Afterwards we went to Mexicali for dinner, and I tried their burrito for the first time and even though I was very full to begin with (from all the finger foods and punch at the exhibition) it was beyond fantastic. MMMMM MEXICAN. I wish I'd taken a photo of it. But then again, it was so difficult to eat that it wasn't very pretty when we were eating it.

Photos from the exhibition will be posted up shortly, sometimes internet doesn't let me upload so many image files at the same time and then freezes up. Dumb piece of shat. But here's a teaser:

Okay it won't even let me load one image. Too bad !