polaroiddd

Hoa sold her polaroid camera to me : D whee. There was like one film in it and i was playing with it and I accidently took a photo with the lense closed so I totally wasted it. Now there's a photo of nothing sitting on the table, pfffft. It reminds me of a whale.

So hoa's going back to Australia now. Sigh, it was so much fun with her around. Like, with her around again it felt kinda like we went back in time to the last summer holidays. Anyway, back to school T___T... I'll miss you hoa > <

밀알

The archis had our turn of 밀알봉사 today, it's a volunteer service for holiday programme at a korean church for kids (well, most of them were my age) with autism and other learning disabilities. I heard ages ago that austisic people didn't like or had difficulty communicating (not just verbally but body language-wise) but these kids were already used to the programme since they're pretty old now, and didn't seem that hard except when they go.. out of control.

Anyway, it was my first time so it taught me a lot. They don't have any problem learning things except that they're a little slower so what really stopped them from improving is descrimination. And they're so cute. Especially the one I was in charge of, he smiles a lot and pats your head : )

One thing I didn't like about today was how the teachers were really, well, typical korean christian people. They seemed really bummed that some of us didn't go to church. I mean, so what, that doesn't mean they don't have the heart to want to help out. It doesn't mean they're less capable of the job. And also how some old fashioned adults are, they ask you multiple questions and don't let you finish answering before asking another set of questions.

Anyways, it was good. I'd do it again.

Had Saika for dinner. DROOL.

Tired. Sleepy. I need how i met your mother season 3.

Just had to add this photo, it's just so funny ^^. Rahahaha Sorry John.

Here's something you never knew about me

I can never, and I mean NEVER finish a whole muffin.

p.s. To post this post, I googled 'chocolate chip muffin' so i could add a photo. I saved the file 'miffun'. AHA

p.p.s. I was drinking pearl tea before, I didn't finish and I gave the rest to mother. Mother finished, said "This came out of the pearl tea" and gave me... a tiny seashell. I just had to let everyone know that.

p.p.p.s. I don't want anyone to be disappointed in certain pearl tea places because of the seashell, so I'm just going to say that the certain pearl tea place's name starts with Q and rhymes with uickly.... AHAHA

Shiet

Around a week of holidays left, and this is the moment where I should say, Yes I am really gonna get geekier next semester to make up for the last semester's grades. Time goes so quickly and the thing you were so excited about doing is no longer possible since I'm "running out of time" so then I guess next sem I'd have to manage my time better.

But it's not just the problem of managing time you know? A good start would keep you going in the right direction through the whole, whatever I'm doing. Hmm so beginning is important huh..

Hoa's gonna tag along with me for the first week of second semester and I'm thinking it would motivate me. Obviously because, you know how she is. Heheh.

Speaking of second sem, I'm probably still scheduled to take philosophy, well I've been meaning to change cus general shouldn't eat up your time and philosophy WILL (geez what was i thinking). But I still don't know what to take in place of it. There's like nothing to do anymore -__- and I don't wanna do general in summer or next year because during summer I'd finally like to go to Korea and second year is well, second year, so.

Man I'm getting hungry again. I've been eating like a beast this holidays.

heh

I'm happy.

Okay lotsss to talk about

These last few days have been tooo boring. So boring that when I went out today, I didn't wanna come back home : P bleh. Well, went out and met MG, and we went to Gloria Jeans to stalk on Nicole, um, I mean, to get a drink, no really it's because Cole begged me to come visit her because she was so bored. Yeah.

So yeah, MG had to go home for a while so first checked out phone cost. Turns out that Korean Parallel Import place isn't run by Koreans anymore. I was expecting some kind of discount because its was korean but whatever, they were nice anyway, so I shall be getting my phone there YEAH ! in a few days...

It's annoying because I don't have enough money right, but I'm getting paid from two different sources tomorrow and wednesday but what is stupid is I'm just 70 bucks short but I have to wait two days to get 430. Even if I get paid tomorrow I can't buy the phone tomorrow becausse after I get paid the store will be closed ! UGH !

Yeah I really want the phone. Heh.

Anyway, met up with John and his penguin and met their friend who's like quite old. She was nice : > She totally seemed to believe when John tricked her about me being a model. But that's not why I like her >_> of course not.

Had dinner at Mentats. It was too much and half way I kinda got sick of how oily it was. And it occured to me how all the food at Mentats makes me feel like that, except the grilled gyoza because it's just amazingly delicious and I can eat a million of them. No not really but close : P. So yeah I had a little thought, what the hell am I gonna order next time I come here that I wouldn't get sick of while eating? HM?

I'm thinking it's time for wasabi ramen again.

Anyways, I'm home now and plan to look at this book, finally, around 3 weeks after I got it out of the library. This, architecture book. But it's really broad cus it's got all the really really famous buildings. hmmp.

I want my hair to grow faster : / need to do something about my stupid THICK fringe.

Hm I'm sorry there's no picture. So maybe I'll stick a picture of one of my favourite buildings. AHAH.

RAH

다짐

오늘같이 이런소리 많이 듣지만
오늘같이 이렇게 와닿은적 없었던거같애

미안해요

내가 생각이 짧았던거같애
더 잘하고는 싶은데
그런건 정말 그렇다는 생각뿐이었나봐
이제서야 상대방이 보기엔
내가 노력하고있지 않았다는게
당연했던거같아

이순간 지금 이마음 기억해야하는데
아침에 눈뜨면 사라지는 다짐따위
더이상 안해야 하는데

하루아침에 고쳐지진 않겠지
그러니까 매일매일 기억해야하는데
그럴려면 특히 네도움이 필요할거 같아
내가 삐뚤어 지려고 할때
바로잡아주리라고 믿을게
너만큼 내마음 이해할 사람도 없을테니까

나 잘할게.
노력할게.
약속할게.